Sometimes when a person is stress... u will tend to say wierd things...wrong things...

you even lose control of urself and suddenly go crazy... ya..where's my positive thinking????

going away ..on the wrong track again....it is a confusing world....

everything needs to be so complicated sia...

Why can''t there be a sql query syntax to make everyone mind the same??? For e.g.

UPDATE MINDS

SET Mindset IS 'Positive' AND IS NOT 'Negative' AND NOT NULL !!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!! going crazy with SQL codes....i'm still thinking about my work... gotta create the report soon...wish me luck...

-----------------------------Will stay happy always-------------------------------

Just lost my track for a while.....


(-_-) April

hmm..

was surprised yesterday ar.. first u asked me out for movie wor gal..hahahaa

quite surprisingly n shocked i sae yes ar..haha..was workin OT lar...so hav to take the 9.20 show lor...


"Bride wars." veri nice n funny touching movie...

at first i tot it was mostly about weddings or wad...but at the end i gt the true meaning of the show.. it was a show between 2 best friens who had been together for their life time...they did everything together n their relation was so perfectly nice..

it changed overnight wen they had to realise their dream in getting married in some hotel..

the dates were mixed up and they had to get married on the same day n same place...

Misunderstandings rose among them n fuel was add on the fire....a fight broke out between dem..

it was so terribly touching at de last part wen they cleared up de mistakes...

May i wish "BEST FRIENDS " in this world may always bond together...once a friend always a friend........tad's wad i tink...niteZ..

18 Jan 2009.... sHi shI's bDay...

It was a lazy n tired morning when i woke up...or was it in de afternoon...been so tired tis few days...cos work n work n work...hhaha...managed to get some sleep...

had a bad headache on thurs when i gt home n i stil wan to watch antm (america's next top model)...but....did nt watch it...i slept...lucky i slept to replenish some sleep....

so tired lor...todae ar..so busy...had 'reunion dinner' wif 2 of my aunts...went to Ling Zhi's restaurant at orchard ....it was a vegetarian buffet...so FULLL....service was ok...

then after tad rush down to cineleisure to celebrate my colleague's bday as organised...

at first wan to sing kbox de...but in de end like nt so worth it...

so we went to take neoprints for 5 machines...cos there are 5 of us...hehehe...

was de-hydrate by the time we took finish de last machine...so we went to TCC to have some drinks...

in de end we order food...omg...so FAT sia...so Ex also...oh man...but worth it lar...bought a cake for her too...wish her at 12 pm just nice...

but den damn unlucky when we took de cab back...was suppose to go to commonwealth first and let her down...but taxi driver so blur...gt gps system also dunno how to go????damn pissed off lor....lucky she gt home safely...it was an unforgetable bday for shi shi...

happY bday sHi sHI...hahahaa..:)

bad...

had stomach flu for days...from sun nite onwards...was controling as i tot it will auto disappear...

but de pain continues to mon ...can't take it liao..went to see doc...haiz..

de doc gave me some med to stop de pain...but it was on and off de...

nw stil pain...guess i need lots of rest....nitez

bAd Luck go Away..........pls dun come back lor...


friday..7 Nov 2008------

a day i have been looking forward for...de day to rest at home ...

it was lucky tad we gt to go off work on time sia...cos de door need to be locked wor...

but b4 tis gd luck thingy happened...something else spoiled my mood..

i was rushing to the toilet but it seems tad all cubicles all full..

so i went upstairs...den rush back downstairs back to work..

butttt...on de way...i hit my hand against the railing of the stairway...and 'pong'! my watch flew off my hand!!!! omg...wanted to catch my watch...but it went all de way down to dunno how many floors lor...and as i watched my watch down de stairs...is jus like ur heart breaking...

omg...sad sia..and de onli remaining 'souvenir' i hav wif me ish de cover at de back of the watch..

sian...it's so damn bad luck...

Saturday....8 Nov 2008...

went cycling wif my colleague at east coast park...had to learn how to balance myself lor...i was determined to at least make an achievement out of de day lor...

lucky i managed to get the touch of it at de end of the day and was getting de shiok feeling of cycling wif freedom...

oh man,..and i was getting too arrogant ba...cos i can cycle past de others fast n den change tracks lar...go down de slope without falling...although was quite scary lar...

haha..but in de end i failed at de fall i had at a 'pedestrian' crossing sia...dunno wad trip me and de whole bicyle landed on me sia...

in de end wad i gt was a big scar on my knee..it was damn ugly lor,

and painful too...it made my tooth hurts too...wad a day sia...


i tink i won't try anymore exciting stuffs liao..

getting hurt too much liao...

haha

time flies alot... i have been workin for 1 and a half years le...ya...

things change..ppl change...environment changes... it's jus how u goin to fit in...

no influences can help change anything...jus have to believe in yourself...

have seen alot and realise alot of things... it's jus a part n parcel of life rite,...

hav to constantly improve on my knowledge....character....n attitude towards life....

monEy is de constant factor in everything.... hav to earn more!!!!!!!!!!

have to stay calm n relax... think abt my future or wad... nt goin to live life meaninglessly...

plan...plan.... wish me luck...

will be busy tis few weeks..... too many things to handle...

ya..was sick de past few days l.or...sianz...feel so sick but i need to finish all my work cos it is so important!!!! went to see a doc during lunch hr ..den given some medicine to eat..but medicine makes me more weak...especially those that makes a person drowsy---cough syrup lor..

ai yo...sianz...

but todae was de day of my cousin..mei mei jie jie's wedding wor..hehee..so pretty wor...

this is de second time i'm attending weddin dinners wor... hahah...a long dae...

i'm having stomache now also dunno why...

thanks for my friens who concern abt me wen i am sick...muacks..love u gals!!!

S
I
C
K........ ***** ( see stars liao)*****


so many things i need to check sia....need to finish it tml so tad i can rest sia...stil haven see doc sia...haiz...

i wil tahan til my closing is done!!..den i veri happy liao...hahaha

hmm...here to blog wor..


i wanna realise my dreams n wishes ar...mayb it wil come true soon ar...

hahah.....if gt wil tel u in a moment of days ....

hmmm...recently reali want to buy de things i wan....

- a photo printer
- a new camera (my own !!!)
-thumb-drive (cos myprevious one spoil)
-external cd/dvd writer for my lappy
-psp lar.. (in my dreams)
-new MP4 player
- a brand new phone (HTC touch diamond)

hahahaha lots of things i wish to buy...how? no money sia........

think think think.....

todae ah xiu bought me biscuits!!!! haha.. a veri cute package...hehee


love de cartoonist look of de biscuit... hehehe..wah todae reali eat damn lot..

stomach bloated up liao.....sianz

KoreaZmanIAzzz..................................

took a pic in de airplane before it took off wor...hahaha

there's also a pic of me in traditional korean costume...hahaha ..i'm so bright wor...

love de colors sia.....me n my shi fu posing for de camera...hahah..

<---- my idols sia...haha ..da chang jin...

annyhaseyeo....gamsa-hamnida,,,

heee..i love de trip sia.. nice scenery n nice air...

a wonderful experience for me....

photos for Phylicia...

<----she's de birthday gal wor..hahah

a nice meeting out at a restaurant at raffles de china square area..haha...she;s gorgeous AR...

haPPy 20th bday once again wor...haha

sTResssssssssssssssssssszMAniaz......

piles of new reports waiting to be created.......meaning more thinkin...

wish to be more independent...dun wan to always depend on my shifu...

makes me feel so useless de lor... i reali need to think n act smart liao....

jia you JY....!!!!! dun panic....u can do it de....


tIRed sia...reali neeed a break liao...

sHopping Items fOr de dAy.........

this weekend bought n spent alot sia...haiz..stupid hand so itchy to buy sum tin...


--------3 sleeveless from espirit----------- [sat]

ai yo long story sia...went out wif my colleague on a sat late afternoon lor...was suppose to meet at 2 de ...end up like 4 plus lor...even did nt eat my lunch sia...

but lucky den ate seafood baked rice lor... calories so high lor... but too much cheese i can't

take it sia...last time i can de...mayb bcos gastric ba...



--------3 different types of shoes---------- [sun]

went out wif chen XX to attend the xiao jin teng jam's autograph session.... it was raining pigs dere lor....so damn heavy leh....and we will stil stand out dere n listen to him sing...

reali veri hong dong sia.. n we shook hands wif himm... firm hand he gt sia.. a close up reali so

different ar...eyes veri small wor...hahahahah..veri cute....

bcos gt so many ppl queuing for the autograph we head to tcc to have some coffee.. but first i head to dmk bought a slipper similar to de kind i had in de past....but bcos de string came off den mus throw lor..so new one came in ar...

den went to bugis to shop... i shopped a pair of heels covered shoe n a cloth-type shoe wor...ahha

veri cute lor...bought spend too much liao...-(


gotta cut cost le....

lazy me...

dunno wad to blog sia...

happy bday to Janneee....!!!!! hope u like de pressie we gav u ar...

hahaha... too lazy to blog sia...

more work waiting for me to do at office.... haha ..but i like de chicken wings from old

chang kee....

wahahahahhahaha...getting fat liao... so muz cut down le....hheheheheeheheh

nw i believe in onli myself....it's impt to have the will power to be strong at all times...

to be happy always....smile ....laugh out all stress if dere is... but stress is ok...at least there are some good effects behind it...

motivate me to work effectively...as long u noe how to handle stress....everything is ok for u

i wan to be confident.....,mus change style liao....be more dao? be more talkative?

hahaha...see how the nature goes ba....hahhahahahha


signing off nw...

Things are going too fast for me n i can't reali catch up to this world...

i dunno alot of things....dunno which is which..too naive..too 'dun wan to noe abt this world' attitude....

yes i have been through so many things lately that me myself can't imagine...

the obstacles in life help one to grow...to learn from their mistakes and nt repeat again..

but the will power of being urself again...does it changes? i dunno...

as long as u hav the right mind in the right brain? u can do it ur way n nt being forced?

no one can change ur attitude or wad..

sorri friens if u are reading this...jus getting emo at night...ya...

*ah jing thinkin alot again....*

there ;s alot of things goin on my mind...wanna do de best in my work...but also wan to do things meaningfully....dun wan to waste time so much...felt i did nt hav any achievements since graduated....

there's alot of things i wish to buy.....
*****Gary Cao Ge's concert ticket.....******
1.HTC touch phone
2.PSP
3. Sony Vaio Laptop
4.Squash Racket


Things i wan to achieve......
1.To learn to play musical instruments...such as piano..guitar...
2.To get a degree of IT
3. To learn dancing...
4. Learn more about IT.....

jiNg's pHilosophy for de day....

"You can if you think you can"....stay happy always!!!!

for friens who are studying...jia you as you stil have a long way to graduate ....dun ever giv up..!
working... stay on to a stable job and be happy always at work...dun be lazy,,,

to my family: "i love you all wor" heheez....

BAck from Korea...

it was a nice experience reali...went out nights wif my colleagues to shopping centres la..

eat nice food la...such as ramen la,..fried rice cake...veri yummy... bbbq pork is nice too...haha

i love korea...

here to blog le....todae is de day i held my bbq party...first of all would like to apologise for chosing a location tad everybody find it so inconvenient...but i had my reasons for choosin tad place..hmmm..it was my old house's place...veri near...always want to remember my childhood memories...hehe

hmm..i like to thank all my family , hkss family, dimsums family, anika colleagues family, factory friens....poly friens.....who had supported me and keeping the bbq going...i had prayed for today nt to rain on my day....mayb god heard it and made my wish ....haha...

hmmm...it was tiring as there are alot of things to carry to the bbq pit...tough time finding it...but we perserve to the end...finally found it...alot of red ants sia...ai yo,...

hmm..jus wan to let my friens noe tad i am optimistic enuff and had grown up alot... someone once said...once u decide on what to do better do it...what's done is already done...it's reali fate u noe...i had dream before that only showed the ending like opening the presents...it's all fate i suppose...can't missed it de...so i dun blame anyone de...i'm truly fine...so stay strong, my friens...

i thank you all my friens from the bottom of my heart....reali...appreciated u all helping me cook the food...arigato...

muii and ah wang....haha...he so handsome...hehee..

nice pic taken ...hahah...veri happy todae....i reali veri touched.....hehheee...

we had chocolate fondue too....n some drinks...

chat til 1040 lidat...hhaha...reali so funny sia...

i love it!!!!!!-)