here to blog le....todae is de day i held my bbq party...first of all would like to apologise for chosing a location tad everybody find it so inconvenient...but i had my reasons for choosin tad place..hmmm..it was my old house's place...veri near...always want to remember my childhood memories...hehe

hmm..i like to thank all my family , hkss family, dimsums family, anika colleagues family, factory friens....poly friens.....who had supported me and keeping the bbq going...i had prayed for today nt to rain on my day....mayb god heard it and made my wish ....haha...

hmmm...it was tiring as there are alot of things to carry to the bbq pit...tough time finding it...but we perserve to the end...finally found it...alot of red ants sia...ai yo,...

hmm..jus wan to let my friens noe tad i am optimistic enuff and had grown up alot... someone once said...once u decide on what to do better do it...what's done is already done...it's reali fate u noe...i had dream before that only showed the ending like opening the presents...it's all fate i suppose...can't missed it de...so i dun blame anyone de...i'm truly fine...so stay strong, my friens...

i thank you all my friens from the bottom of my heart....reali...appreciated u all helping me cook the food...arigato...

muii and ah wang....haha...he so handsome...hehee..

nice pic taken ...hahah...veri happy todae....i reali veri touched.....hehheee...

we had chocolate fondue too....n some drinks...

chat til 1040 lidat...hhaha...reali so funny sia...

i love it!!!!!!-)

oh my gosh...time flies so fast sia...tml ish already my party liao...haha

been getting so nervous tis few days...reali i dunno why lar..

when ppl grow up..alot of things to tink ....something reali wish can throw everythin away...and have a veri empty mind...haha..

todae went out wif Anika colleagues for dinner...haha..was suppose to sakae de..change venue here n dere...at last went to "bie fu" at tiong bahru...jap restaurant...haha...had ganna sabo to wear the toilet key as my "21st key " bday present...haha..laugh n laugh...but de actual one was a "2" carat "diamond" key....haha...reali appreciated wad they did for me...veri happy reali...although i was too shocked to say anythin ...but was reali grateful to dem tis few days n cared abt me too wen i was quiet in de office..

and i also wan to thanks my friens for being dere for me...although i always can't catch de ball...

veri slow mind lor...reali so stupid me ar...hah..hope tml wil be a success!! gan-ba-te jy...

will upload photos soon...

ITs TIME TO GROW UP ALready....

time reali flies...1 more wk to my 21st bday...haiz...reali wish to be de innocent n dunno anything gal in de past..who loves to laugh and talk veri loud...nw i hav to face the reality n seriousness of work life...

21 liao can't be so negative always,..mus think things properly...can't do things on impulse..nor make rash decisions without discussing...tis have been a graved matter which i have learned thru my life....there are ups n downs in life...but as long u stay de positive thinkin n live ur life de way u wan..nothing can stop u reali...its all a matter of time to grow up...

i can stil be de child i wan sometimes..if i wan to destress.. can act like a child ....do crazy actions...crack stupid lame jokes...sing karaoke at home/...so mamny things for me to do...n so little time...i hav to spend my time wisely too...tis is my wishlist...for me to be a better me...

it's time..stay confident!!! jia you jingyi...u can do it de...!!

family n friens wil be de most important ppl in my life...i will cherish dem..always...
thanks for being by my side..reali appreciated....!

hope u all enjoy de bbq party...*pray* NO RAIN......SUNSHINE COME TO ME...
yeaH..