hmmz..it's a saturday morning/afternoon...so..i had a long slp..but was woken by my mum..

haiz..ganna scolded...felt so misunderstood sia..haiz

here to blog le..
firstly to say..my name is being smeared bcos of the real Bee Yee sia..haiz..
so cham...
i have been thinking much..thinkin how to save money...thinking abt my future...
thinkin of friens ....de time i needed is nt enough...and somehow i reali miss de feeling i had in de past...why must everything diminish slowly as days go by?? i hated the feeling...the constraint of not being able to fulfil what i aim to do...

always wondering..am i reali a good frien ma...can't even accompany my friens..cos no time..
had always promise to stay by my friens..but can i reali do it? had i already accomplished that?
i'm nt sure..so confused...bored...wished to have 25 hrs a day...an extra hour also nt enough...but wad can i do..damn lost...

i guess i am reali nt a gd frien..am nt gd wif words..haiz..

today my mood reali nt so gd...alot of bad luck today..quite pissed off at de staff who served me by food..and so ex..which was suppose to be cheap lol.!!!

haiz..Tired...tired...tiRed...dunno wad to do..

"hOt....dAy"

oh my god..todae was like 30 degrees lidat..so warm...i reali wanted to go swimming..but woke up at 12 plus and i was like oh my god..so late liao..haha..also dunno y..i reali so tired..mayb bcos of work..

ai ya..so i woke up real hungry...so surprisingly i had pancakes for breakfast...and to be exact..
it was "strawberry -milk pancakes" oh my gosh..i hated milk the most..!!! cos i dun like the smell and it makes me want to vomit...but can't waste my mum's effort ma..so i had to gobbled up the whole pancake stuffed with ham...cos i was so hungry.. also had teh-o to go wif..which was my fav drink..but nw i like yuan yang better -coffee and tea mixed 2gather..suPerb nice..helps to perk me up when i go to work..cos it's better stay awake ma...can't afford to make any mistake..

oh right den i decided to return my books which was due le..so i went down wif my books and head for the library..lucky it was opened..my bro even said it was nt open..!cheh!..bluff me hor..
c i so smart..haha..

den i decided to buy some ice cream to cool my family down..but b4 tad..i decided to shop around jp..since it was the hari raya festive season..and tad dere was lot of promotions goin on..
oh my oh my..i saw the cap at baleno and decided to purchase it..cos it was like so cheap..man..
i love it so i bought 2..
heez..den after tad i decided to buy a watch for my bro..but unfortunately he dun like..so i will use it !!!haha..den went to basement to scoopz to buy ice creammmmmm.......
bought the large pack..and it had a combination of 3 flavours..heez..gt free topics..chosen chocolate rice..cos i need to take away..heez...
i also bought salmon "ma you" sushi...yummy..
so many nice food sia...i like it...but oh my gosh ...getting fatter le..so i got to lose some weight...if not how to attend company annual dinner ma...heez..

busy...busy...buSY................................................
l.o.st....................c.o.n.f.u.s.e.d...........s.t.r.e.s.s.e.d...................
alot of things to do when it comes to month end to beginning month..everythin starts to pile up..
but i will stay on to work..cos it's my job..i will do it well..not let down the people who had helped me along the way..

although i had many problems in mind..but i will not give up on my character..i will improve on it and learn to listen properly whenever i am..i will not give up on friens whom came along..
the days we had together were counted to mark the aniversary and long lasting of frienship we had..

i know sum times we are hurt..lost..betrayed...or even confused about so many things...the way things change in life and bla bla bla..but i willl cherish wad is given to me now..work the life i want..

my dear friens...i reali miss u veri much..my heart have all u and u and u..de happy moments..hardest obstacle...we had all gone..i reali appreciated all given...i reali do..

i'm tired le..working so long n nt resting had tired me out...tml gotta wake up earli again..
[ouch] my backache stil pains..gotta rub some oil to ease it...
haiz..