Things are going too fast for me n i can't reali catch up to this world...

i dunno alot of things....dunno which is which..too naive..too 'dun wan to noe abt this world' attitude....

yes i have been through so many things lately that me myself can't imagine...

the obstacles in life help one to grow...to learn from their mistakes and nt repeat again..

but the will power of being urself again...does it changes? i dunno...

as long as u hav the right mind in the right brain? u can do it ur way n nt being forced?

no one can change ur attitude or wad..

sorri friens if u are reading this...jus getting emo at night...ya...

*ah jing thinkin alot again....*

there ;s alot of things goin on my mind...wanna do de best in my work...but also wan to do things meaningfully....dun wan to waste time so much...felt i did nt hav any achievements since graduated....

there's alot of things i wish to buy.....
*****Gary Cao Ge's concert ticket.....******
1.HTC touch phone
2.PSP
3. Sony Vaio Laptop
4.Squash Racket


Things i wan to achieve......
1.To learn to play musical instruments...such as piano..guitar...
2.To get a degree of IT
3. To learn dancing...
4. Learn more about IT.....

jiNg's pHilosophy for de day....

"You can if you think you can"....stay happy always!!!!

for friens who are studying...jia you as you stil have a long way to graduate ....dun ever giv up..!
working... stay on to a stable job and be happy always at work...dun be lazy,,,

to my family: "i love you all wor" heheez....

BAck from Korea...

it was a nice experience reali...went out nights wif my colleagues to shopping centres la..

eat nice food la...such as ramen la,..fried rice cake...veri yummy... bbbq pork is nice too...haha

i love korea...

here to blog le....todae is de day i held my bbq party...first of all would like to apologise for chosing a location tad everybody find it so inconvenient...but i had my reasons for choosin tad place..hmmm..it was my old house's place...veri near...always want to remember my childhood memories...hehe

hmm..i like to thank all my family , hkss family, dimsums family, anika colleagues family, factory friens....poly friens.....who had supported me and keeping the bbq going...i had prayed for today nt to rain on my day....mayb god heard it and made my wish ....haha...

hmmm...it was tiring as there are alot of things to carry to the bbq pit...tough time finding it...but we perserve to the end...finally found it...alot of red ants sia...ai yo,...

hmm..jus wan to let my friens noe tad i am optimistic enuff and had grown up alot... someone once said...once u decide on what to do better do it...what's done is already done...it's reali fate u noe...i had dream before that only showed the ending like opening the presents...it's all fate i suppose...can't missed it de...so i dun blame anyone de...i'm truly fine...so stay strong, my friens...

i thank you all my friens from the bottom of my heart....reali...appreciated u all helping me cook the food...arigato...

muii and ah wang....haha...he so handsome...hehee..

nice pic taken ...hahah...veri happy todae....i reali veri touched.....hehheee...

we had chocolate fondue too....n some drinks...

chat til 1040 lidat...hhaha...reali so funny sia...

i love it!!!!!!-)

oh my gosh...time flies so fast sia...tml ish already my party liao...haha

been getting so nervous tis few days...reali i dunno why lar..

when ppl grow up..alot of things to tink ....something reali wish can throw everythin away...and have a veri empty mind...haha..

todae went out wif Anika colleagues for dinner...haha..was suppose to sakae de..change venue here n dere...at last went to "bie fu" at tiong bahru...jap restaurant...haha...had ganna sabo to wear the toilet key as my "21st key " bday present...haha..laugh n laugh...but de actual one was a "2" carat "diamond" key....haha...reali appreciated wad they did for me...veri happy reali...although i was too shocked to say anythin ...but was reali grateful to dem tis few days n cared abt me too wen i was quiet in de office..

and i also wan to thanks my friens for being dere for me...although i always can't catch de ball...

veri slow mind lor...reali so stupid me ar...hah..hope tml wil be a success!! gan-ba-te jy...

will upload photos soon...

ITs TIME TO GROW UP ALready....

time reali flies...1 more wk to my 21st bday...haiz...reali wish to be de innocent n dunno anything gal in de past..who loves to laugh and talk veri loud...nw i hav to face the reality n seriousness of work life...

21 liao can't be so negative always,..mus think things properly...can't do things on impulse..nor make rash decisions without discussing...tis have been a graved matter which i have learned thru my life....there are ups n downs in life...but as long u stay de positive thinkin n live ur life de way u wan..nothing can stop u reali...its all a matter of time to grow up...

i can stil be de child i wan sometimes..if i wan to destress.. can act like a child ....do crazy actions...crack stupid lame jokes...sing karaoke at home/...so mamny things for me to do...n so little time...i hav to spend my time wisely too...tis is my wishlist...for me to be a better me...

it's time..stay confident!!! jia you jingyi...u can do it de...!!

family n friens wil be de most important ppl in my life...i will cherish dem..always...
thanks for being by my side..reali appreciated....!

hope u all enjoy de bbq party...*pray* NO RAIN......SUNSHINE COME TO ME...
yeaH..

ok..i did nt blog for long le..recently so many happenings lor...haha..
1st is ah chen's 21st bday ar...so happening ar...cos gt guy carry her ar...2 somemore ar..shhh..
haha..but veri enjoyable ya..gt food..candelight dinner ar..haha..lots of photo take dere..haha..

den hor todae we went out to give sok hong's belated bday present..my nu er!! i suppose she was so excited ar..haha...hello kitty pda leh.today nt sleepin rite nu er..haha..u gotta explore it sia..hehe..

todae end off work earli..cos go pray..today de fifteen ma..went to the temple at maxwell dere..haha..went wif pz n shi shi..haha..de rest gt appointment..haha..

walk walk walk...walk wif my heels...quite pain la..but worth the walk la..cos can burn off some fats..reali feel so fat liao..all my "ba" comin out...sian lor.wanna lose some weight...

i am so tired reali..too tired..wanna spend all of my time wif friens n family....but can't seem to do all...so tired...work is fun cos i can chat wif my colleagues some lame jokes...but at least nt so sian..

hmmz..ya..my 21st bday cumin soon..but nt sure wad i wan ar...stil tinking ..haha..
but hope my friens can plan for me..cos i dun tink will have party..prefer to keep it simple la..
haha..no "sabo" ar..haha...hehehe...stay cool k...

to all my friens..n family...: luv u alll...muacks

oh man..hav a hectic week last week..haha..bcos ish the the tan sisters's bday party wor...haha

went to their chalet at aloha changi...veri big chalet indeed..haha..i'm lovin it..

haha..went straight after work although it was quit late liao...but thx for waiting for me ar..haha

veri long story sia...i dunno how to say finish..but it was fun n i am tired sia...cos nt enuff slp..haha..

today gt new gal come office...18 year old xiao mei sia...den dunno how becum my mei mei liao...

cos boss sae she my mei mei..lol..haha..

will be goin to chalet ti sweek too..cos chen's bday also coming wor..haha..so busy..

if u are wondering y i nvr blog everyday?...cos i work until so tired ma...where gt time to blog lol...ai ya...but i won't be bloggin tis few days so i decided to send in an entry ...

tml (fri) i will be going to chalet wor at changi...haha...so excited cos tml will be helping out in "my nuers" bday celebration lol ...(21st bday ) haha...wen will it be mine.?haha...

long day today...time doesn't seem to be enuff..tml have to print reports...cos today can't finish...
too many things to do at one shot...haha...i ke siao le la...but i will smile always...to destress...sing some songs as always...haha...

nobody cares wad i do de ma...(as long as i nt so loud in my singing)heehe.....haha...
it's a new year 2008/..looking forward to closing my things...haha(work)..haha...tad's all...tired for nw...cya on sun...

hmmz..relate to ah ping 's blog...haha..ya i went to meet her at commonwealth mrt lor...
cos so she bu de rite...haha.. ate instant noodle dry wif ketchup for breakfast...

meet her for lunch haha...did nt forget tad i had to meet her so i woke u veri earli hor...
lucky i reach de same time as her..haha...den we went to tiong bahru plaza wait for shop to open then i go walk walk while waiting for her to go lunch wif me..ya..lunch was in mac..haha..de service so fast n gd ar..dunno will have staff to open door for us ar..so cool..i gobbled my food but ah ping had too much for her stomach so she da bao her food..haha...

den we went to ntuc to buy 3 mineral water bottles..1.5l de..heez..i help her carry cos i c she carry until so xin ku..hhaahha...den we went ard shop i tink..saw some watches...gt cherry on it de...i went back to de shop later actuali wan buy but it was de last piece and den de original dere is abit scratched so did nt buy it...ai ya my watch strap sudddenly spoil,..also dunno why...haha..

ya i bought de snoopy bird la for ah ping..haha..so cute eh..i put mine on my hp pouch..so small n cute...heez...ai ya i jus dunno how much i spend todae sia...spent on gaming la...arcade..haha..
played shooting...den memory game...heez..7 bucks lor...haha

after which i left..went to meet sok hong n ying at jp ...dey wan to buy their bday party things so i follow along lor..haha..i bought a perfume....1 bugs bunny slipper...2 pkt of tidbits...haha..

b4 i went home bought whipped potato (large) ...haha..so hungry hor...fat liao..haha..can't eat le...

=p ...tad's all..heez..i enjoy today...:)

ya...yday had steamboat buffet at bugis de chong qing huo guo...dunno where it is...

so have to wait for my ex-colleagues from my past attachment company:Kriston to fetch me lol..

wait wait...wait...wait until dunno how long...cars..buses...taxiz..all on the road honing here n dere...dunno wad happen lol...haha...

finally..my ex-colleagues steven came to fetch me lol..together wif matthew sia...haha.. 2 guys to fetch me ar...ok lol..forgive u all..haha...

den it was abt 730 wen reach the steamboat destination lol...mus walk de back alley or wad...

whoo..although did nt saw much of my ex-colleagues...but was glad i met dem...it was so long wen i last met dem...de last time i remember was at marina steamboat de...haha...always eating steamboat de hor...also dunno why...had fun during our dinner...as usual they were suaning each other here n dere....haha...so funny lol...

ai ya i so clumsy sia...always drop my food...lucky no one sees it...but i tink is the table shaky ar...also can't balance de.....


hmmz...terance came later wif his prospective wife ar...haha....wah piang i so envy sia ...all so slim n can eat until so full...reali so gd hor...i wish i had such genes...haha i onli gt lazy genes/...

den after steamboat...decided to go to orchid country club at yishun...nice lol...so bu fang bian for me sia...hai hao yi shi sae is for me convenient ...ai ya,...but still went at last..
sat on matthew's car wif his gf...haha..nice car sia...so white n stylo ar....gt compartment to put hp hor...haha...cool!!!

waited at bowling centre for our turn as dere was too many people dere...lucky we gt lane 5...
me n kereen did nt play as we were suppose to go home earli de lor...sian sia...de more we watch dem play de more exciting it came...haha...played 3 rounds till 1plus i tink....but reach home abt 230 lidat....lucky gt matthew n his gf to send me back...thanks le lor...haha

tad's all wor....todae packed my room......heez

hmmz...todae was havoc ar at Anika wor...had some events up lor...

first i went to work...have to do my cheque first cos today 3 quarter day ma...haha...

den after tad abt 11plus de delifrance man came to deliver the food to us...heez..

at abt 1145...me n seinah went to Mhotel to collect our chicken pies...it seems tad the chicken pies are veri popular..it was sold out to the veri last piece...haha...lucky we order first...de filling in the pie was alot...gt sauce somemore...haah

den hor we had a lucky draw held by Mr Chua...

i got my soap n potato chips...heez..lucky nt all soap lol..

hmmz..den it was our young gals gift exchange..heeez...i got soo cheng's present...which was a cup with tic tac toe...heez...pei yong gt my present...i bought the precious moment wor...haha..hope she like it ar...

hmmz...wah today went out with hui pheng...haha...we went together at 3 plus lidat...went to bugis to find the tube dress she wanted...but...we went to so many shopss...perspiring as the weather was hot hot hot lol..haha..cos i wear my cardigan n sleeveless dress ma..haha

but huipheng managed to buy a light blue jeans at 28bucks n a 3 qUarter pants..haha..

we walked from bugis to suntec city...wah legs so tired lol..wore my ballet shoe today ..haha

cross the bridge la...den up n down..."i so gan liao lol"...all dried up le...dehydrated...all gone...

no water..i need water lol..den it was like dinner time so i recommended MOF (Ministry Of Food)...cos i have the card ma...den gt discount..heez..ate the ramen haha..

bought my christmas presents for my family: ah boy-Creative Zen MP4 player...Dad-A watch from TimeClub....Mum- A Brown Jewellery Box...heex..i suppose they are veri happy ar..hope they like it...heez..Merry Christmas... Cheers..

Merry Christmas to al of my friens ...family...colleagues...haha...all de best to all of you...

may all ur wishes come true okie...ho ho ho....heez...luv u all okie..hahaa

tml jess come back from bangkok liao...so happy...wish she will contact me ar..hhah...

Merry christmas...heez...

hmmz..todae knock off on de dot cos promise hui pheng ma...den mus acc her la..cos tis few days always nvr chat wif her..heez..

so pai sei let her wait at Cheers so long ar..but i already rush down le ar..haha..

today lunch nvr eat much..onli eat starfruit n taro turnover from BK..heez..tad's all lol..

den dinner we went to mos burger...ordered my fav.. kaaige burger...which is asparagus n prawn rice burger...yummy...!!

but hor why de serving lidat ar..mus open de wrapper de meh? can't wrap the burger?

and oh my..dere was flies ard us too..ai ya..so i faster gobbled my food..heez..

haha..

hmmz...shop again sia..omg..my wallet one big hole liao...haha..bought 4 photo albums for 10 bucks from "more than words" ...haha..and a nice pinky comb ...heez...

veri enjoyable nite...!!looking forward to more wor....heez..

the nite is young..haiz..

*thinkin everyday....* missing jess veri much wor...n my friens...

haiz..sum times i wish i can duplicate myself into many times...so tad i can have time for all

my friens..haiz....

20.Dec.07....Happy Hari Raya Haji!!!!...It was suppose to be a holiday for me..a rest day for me to catch up my sleep..but..haha..gt a long day today..

wake up as usual 730..cos have to send my friend who was going to bangkok today...so she bu de.. hope to c her soon wor..miss her so much sia... Jess...Bon vOnyage wor...

den we delay the time cos xiu can't wake up ma..can't blame her la..haha...

den it was cold in the mrt station cos it was raining heavily lol..it was spurting at us and we foolishly go sit dere for the rain to pour at us..

silly us gers..haha...we took the train all de way...chit chatting...hungry***cold...

reach changi airport ard 10.30 liao..had to reach mac b4 the breafast timing close wor..
so we run to find the sky train to transfer to T2? ya i tink ar..haha..it was so cold..

lucky us we reach on time and 6 of us was sitting 'comfortably' on the sofa couch..cool wor..

haha..i was the first to finish my food as usual..so i began taking pics..haha..heez

my frien, jess came at 1130 plus lol..i was quite late for my lunch appointment liao...so had to rush down to somerset station...qUick...wait wait wait...so long...
oh my...legs so tired sia...den had to run to the restaurant tad was in orchard dere de...
den i was like gushing down the food tad was left for me as i was late ma...de appetizer lol..
ai ya..

but overall i tink the food too salty..haiz..and i almost gt scalded by the oil sia...quite pissed sia..
wad type of service leh...

after lunch i was quite full liao...went to shop at wisma...taka...it was raining sia...

bought a mobile phone pouch ...erm 2 i tink..haha ...one is the monokuroo boo de..and the other is the icon brand de..heez..had been eyeing for so long liao ...finally bought it..somemore gt discount wor..heheeh...

oh my ..today was a shopping spree sia...den after twhich we went to food republic to have some coffee, tea and toast at the toast box..haha..had to squeeze to one table again..haha..felt the warmth sia..heez..

my lazy bro finally gt out to meet us...for dinner...at chinese garden station...haha..i was damn full sia...we ate chicken...hotplate beancurd ...n...kangkong...sea cucumber...haha..drank my fav. china apple drink..heez...

den after we went to jp..shop again...bought my badminton racket....'ballet' type shoes...n jeans...
haha..legs so tired ..so finally go home...haha...

hmmz... tis pic ar..ai yo damn pai sei sia..dunno y my

mouth pout like tad..haha..ai ya.. *shy sia..

<----tis is my computer!!! old rite? haha..on top of it ish my turtles..heez...i made it de...cool rite?

Taking a bite of my donut..haha..asked emily to take my pic ...haha..thanks ger...

woHoo...17thdec was my first time attending 5566 autograph session...in de past i had nt have the energy to go for it...but nw i have the passion wor..mus meet the idols tad i always like to sing their songs ma...no wonder kitty was so exicited lol...even though it was nt her first time..

but ar..yes!! i finally went on stage to have a close view of the 5566 members!!! wah so handsome sia..omg..going to faint liao lol..ish jus like every fan dream...in meeting their idol in person was so...ai ya dunno wad feeling la...haha..so cool..

hmmz..today my colleague, jia fang's last day lol...haiz..bought a card to represent all of us from the company...sad to see her leave...haiz...today was such a tiring day...had stiff neck in the morning..den pain until to work..ai ya..here pain n dere..haha.. lao liao..

hmmz..den today also stomachache..oh my..so many problems hor..

ya..feeling quite wierd today...jus felt tad i can't seem to be gd enuff for my friens...
nt enuff time to acc dem..can't plan much...can chat much...no mood...
haiz..dunno y..jus felt tad mayb it's all fate? i dunno wor...

haiz..i dun tink i can see through a person's character ba...i'm so lousy at tad..i dun even understand myself...haiz..

am a crazy person am i? laughing n chatting in the office...den making everyone laugh...

jus dun wanna have the "misunderstood" fate befall me again.. *afraid*

wah todae ar..long list of plans..
10..00 wake up..eat breakfast...instant noodles plus japanese crispy chicken 2 pcs..haha..yummy..wif ketchup sumore..

10.15 bathe n wash up..

10.30 get my clothes and get ready to go out....
my mum was blowing my hair lol..haha...

11.00 took a cab to lakepoint condo i tink? to a saloon open dere ....to have my facial lol..
my mum intro de...-_-" cab fare cost abt 4 bucks exactly lol..
i tink de uncle dun wan coins ba...cos my mum was planing to give coins..wahaha...

11.15? reach dere n had to ask the uncle at the security post to let us in..have to go through the gate sia..ha ha..walk quite a 'small ' distance...past the carpark...saw a supermarket dere..nt exactly a big one la...den went in to the saloon...

11.20? went in and saw a small room...omg lol..had to erm...ai ya..if u all wan to noe can ask me..
piag..first we have to do is get rid of all de black heads lol..sian sia..so pain lol..
also mus put de steamer over ur face so tad it will be easier to take it out lol..*i can't
breathe lol..so hot and i was perspiring lol...

12.30? put de mask which was double layer de...so cold sia..i "ying cheng" ma...haha..

1.30? paid 40 bucks ...omg..den went to lakeside mrt station to go to orchard..

2.30? reach orchard and went to wisma...walk in n out alot of shops....den went to taka...ate
de japanese noodles $4..tako ball$2.20...japanese fish pancake..$1-chocolate lol..
drank orange cranberry julius ...-$3.95
3.30? shop ard...bought my dinner bag at URS...-$29.90 UP....silvery de...
went to isetan...saw one purple dress but could nt buy it..cos it was stained!!!! sui leh

---------don't know the timing sia after tis cos my watch stop lol-----------------

so went wif my mum back to the station..wow..so many ppl lol..we had to squeeze through...haha..

so decided to go to redhill the "tis fashion" to buy the purple tube dress tad i wanted to buy for the dinner lol..but omg...bad luck again..it was fated is it? my mum said that mayb i need to wear the one i previously bought? but boss like wan to see me in tube dress? ? ai ya so mao dun lol..de dress was once again stained lol.. so went to jurong east to see if there are any nice clothes over there...went to 'tis fashion' at J.E..entertainment centre..was browsing ard to see if there are any suitable ones..was abt to leave wif disappointment when i spotted one green color dress..den i ask my mum lol..she ask me try...den in the mean time waiting for the dress with other colors ar...i saw another one lol..it was a tube dress ar..blue color de..haha..heez..so i went to try lol..den i prefer the blue tube dress haah..den i pray real hard that there will be no stain tis time ...if nt i can go home cry liao..lucky me ..with my clear eyes..haha..i finally bought my dress at 27 bucks lidat after discount lol..haha...den bought the accessories to go with...shiny butterfly pin..haha

bought durian also haha..de guy keep asking us to buy 3 box lol..but we bought 2 haah..also bought dinner ...xin zhou mi fen lol..haha...

ok la that's all wor..so tired sia..whole day out...

aDioS...

hmmz..yday had a gathering wif jess,chen, rena and xiu wor...first to say ar..i was quite painful lol..stomach veri pain...cos gt tad thing!!!..omg..den somemore my colleague dunno barley is "liang" de..and i still drink it..it was terribly cold n pain lol...did nt eat my dinner cos no appetitie...

but was glad i met my friens..although was late ar...pai sei ar..

they had subway for dinner and it was ni yi kou..wo yi kou...sian diao lol..jess was stuffing food to chen's mouth...haha.. den Rena was eating her subway with onions..and capsicums...omg lol...de smell ar...i dunno wad to say liao..haha

it was fun overall.. but de bus trip ar..first time so tiring n ma fan ...den squeeze wif chen n jess..haha..den chen n jess omg lol..dunno wad they 2 up to.. haah..lucky i'm nt involved...haha

awaiting the nxt meeting again wor..

had a wonderful nite yday...hmmz..