hmmz..today wow..woke up as usual for workin time...veri tired...cos slept at 1.40...
den had to head to city hall mrt station as it was the meeting place for us colleagues to the church wedding...

haha..i tot i was late..but...i reached earli sia..decided to take a walk through city link..walk ard...
but nth to see sia...cos...so EARLYYYyyyyyyyyyy...!!!!!!!!

den as i was going out..i saw my colleague....haha..so 2 of us started waiting for the rest...
then "there was a sound"....so todae was the fire drill exercise sia..haha..so noisy...and den the gate came down to close the entrance....=d

ai ya... speed up to de wedding la.. wen we reach the church..it was like so huge lol...alot of ppl gather dere...saw a lot of "ming xing"...as the groom was once a dj...his colleagues came to celebrate tis day...we have jamie& daniel, jamie and glen ong...mark richmond and his family...wah piang...so exicited sia...

was reali so hungry sia..did nt eat my breakfast...my stomach was growling during the church wedding...sian sia...we were singing then praying...singing again...standing up...clapping...

finally...we took de free shuttle bus provided to go to phoneix hotel...the wedding lunch was held dere...it reminds me of my grad nite leh..

we were only allow to go in when it was like 12 plus..cos everything had to be get ready for...

to be continued.....

omg...so busy reali...i dunno how to plan sia..

tml or shld i sae todae 17 Nov is de day for my colleague's daughter wedding...had to wake up same time as the time i go to work lol...

n i dunno why my com real laggy tis few days..i tink it goonna break down soon...man...

haha todae wen to my office downstairs the tis fashion to buy the dress that i needed for the annual dinner...purple color sia..cool. lol....hahah...


i noei getiing fat liao...need to lose some weight..............


ok i catch some sleep wor...

hmmz..tis is my piglet...haha..
on my desk wif my lappy..so cute sia..

tml is another day to work..gan-ba-te jy!!
i always tel myself "If u think u can, u can"

i will nt give up no matter wad !

hmmz. oh my..yesterday woke up at 8 plus....getting ready to meet chen, sokhong, bee yee n xiu xiu for badminton...haha...i was in de bathroom n i knew that surely gt people wan to call me de..

haha..den i was like omg...i had stomachache...den wah piang reali so much calls sia..haha..gt bee yee first..den xiu xiu...den ah chen...ya la...sok hong sms me..haha...i noe la..

so ok i was late ...hah sumi masen wor...so went on de train arriving to dover then realise they had to change the venue le wor..from dover we went to jurong west stadium...haha..n it was jus like a few bus stops away from my home sia..haha...and it was raining when we reach dere sia...

haha..so we decided to book de court from 11-1pm...haha..so went to play badminton for 2 hrs..
cheering on dem during challenges lol..

de expert ...professional should be ah chen ba..cos beat us all sia..haha..

oh my lol..den after tad i have to rush to meet my family for a movie at jp..haha
so dere was i rushing off to the next destination...went back to bathe cos no time to stay at de stadium liao..my movie starts at 2 pm lol..but i took so long to bathe at home and time flies so fast...it was already 2 and i was stil at home lol...but wad surprise me is tad my dad was home earli bcos i bought the tickets wor.. muackS..hahha

so dere was i screaming that the time is up liao,..so we began rushing out...wearing my high heeels..rushing for the cinema..haha
i told my parents to go in first...so me n my bro can buy popcorns, drinks n bought the cheesy hotdog lol....oh my god...wen we went in it's already packed wif ppl le...

as our seats are in the centre...we have to squeeze in ...so tad we can reach our seats sia..haha..
the movie:"The game plan" was nice...veri hilarious...and touching...it was abt 4 wen the movie finished...haha

popcorn was spilled over me n i did nt realise sia..haha..all over my clothes...
hmms..we went to imm to eat ajisen...heez..de ramen...n de desserts...den went around window shoppings...ate some dessert at kopitiam lol...ah yo..

was exhausted wen i went back...for today i was aching all over..haha...bcos nvr exercise for so long...n den my hand still hurts nw...heez..

hope my friens enjoy their time yesterday too...!!

hmmz..it's a saturday morning/afternoon...so..i had a long slp..but was woken by my mum..

haiz..ganna scolded...felt so misunderstood sia..haiz

here to blog le..
firstly to say..my name is being smeared bcos of the real Bee Yee sia..haiz..
so cham...
i have been thinking much..thinkin how to save money...thinking abt my future...
thinkin of friens ....de time i needed is nt enough...and somehow i reali miss de feeling i had in de past...why must everything diminish slowly as days go by?? i hated the feeling...the constraint of not being able to fulfil what i aim to do...

always wondering..am i reali a good frien ma...can't even accompany my friens..cos no time..
had always promise to stay by my friens..but can i reali do it? had i already accomplished that?
i'm nt sure..so confused...bored...wished to have 25 hrs a day...an extra hour also nt enough...but wad can i do..damn lost...

i guess i am reali nt a gd frien..am nt gd wif words..haiz..

today my mood reali nt so gd...alot of bad luck today..quite pissed off at de staff who served me by food..and so ex..which was suppose to be cheap lol.!!!

haiz..Tired...tired...tiRed...dunno wad to do..

"hOt....dAy"

oh my god..todae was like 30 degrees lidat..so warm...i reali wanted to go swimming..but woke up at 12 plus and i was like oh my god..so late liao..haha..also dunno y..i reali so tired..mayb bcos of work..

ai ya..so i woke up real hungry...so surprisingly i had pancakes for breakfast...and to be exact..
it was "strawberry -milk pancakes" oh my gosh..i hated milk the most..!!! cos i dun like the smell and it makes me want to vomit...but can't waste my mum's effort ma..so i had to gobbled up the whole pancake stuffed with ham...cos i was so hungry.. also had teh-o to go wif..which was my fav drink..but nw i like yuan yang better -coffee and tea mixed 2gather..suPerb nice..helps to perk me up when i go to work..cos it's better stay awake ma...can't afford to make any mistake..

oh right den i decided to return my books which was due le..so i went down wif my books and head for the library..lucky it was opened..my bro even said it was nt open..!cheh!..bluff me hor..
c i so smart..haha..

den i decided to buy some ice cream to cool my family down..but b4 tad..i decided to shop around jp..since it was the hari raya festive season..and tad dere was lot of promotions goin on..
oh my oh my..i saw the cap at baleno and decided to purchase it..cos it was like so cheap..man..
i love it so i bought 2..
heez..den after tad i decided to buy a watch for my bro..but unfortunately he dun like..so i will use it !!!haha..den went to basement to scoopz to buy ice creammmmmm.......
bought the large pack..and it had a combination of 3 flavours..heez..gt free topics..chosen chocolate rice..cos i need to take away..heez...
i also bought salmon "ma you" sushi...yummy..
so many nice food sia...i like it...but oh my gosh ...getting fatter le..so i got to lose some weight...if not how to attend company annual dinner ma...heez..

busy...busy...buSY................................................
l.o.st....................c.o.n.f.u.s.e.d...........s.t.r.e.s.s.e.d...................
alot of things to do when it comes to month end to beginning month..everythin starts to pile up..
but i will stay on to work..cos it's my job..i will do it well..not let down the people who had helped me along the way..

although i had many problems in mind..but i will not give up on my character..i will improve on it and learn to listen properly whenever i am..i will not give up on friens whom came along..
the days we had together were counted to mark the aniversary and long lasting of frienship we had..

i know sum times we are hurt..lost..betrayed...or even confused about so many things...the way things change in life and bla bla bla..but i willl cherish wad is given to me now..work the life i want..

my dear friens...i reali miss u veri much..my heart have all u and u and u..de happy moments..hardest obstacle...we had all gone..i reali appreciated all given...i reali do..

i'm tired le..working so long n nt resting had tired me out...tml gotta wake up earli again..
[ouch] my backache stil pains..gotta rub some oil to ease it...
haiz..

haiz...Yesterday was a tough night for me..i dunno wad to say sia..
i was damn suay u noe.. after having dinner outside..went home n drank apple juice..
den after which i went to bathe...den i was watchin CSI..and den..wOOOh.. "i feel like vomiting"
eEEEEee...so cham lol..haiz..fRom the time i start feeling tad way..everything was like "Oh my gOD"...
after which i told my parents tad i was nt feeling well..dey were veri worried..especially my mum.. as always..ai ya..but reali veri touched that my mum was dere wen i need her..

especially thru obstacles i met..although it may nt seems big problem to u..but wen u undergo such obstacles ..u will eventually find the true meaning of it..

so i started vommiting after the CSI show...which was abt 11 lidat..so i went on vommiting til the next day...it was like tons of dustbins of vommited stuff...

reali glad that my mum always help me change the plastic bag everytime i vomit..
so tad it won't create a smell in my room..

"my whole stomach was like vommited out"...haiz..bUt how cum my stomach nvr grow smaller sia..sAd leh..

although i felt like slpin more in de mornin..cos haven slp much during the vomitting process..
but had to go to work..cos i dun wan waste money la..stay at home too bored de la..
lucky me i stil can bear til 6 after work..was resting in de mrt after i finally found a seat at JE station..

cUrrent situation nw: stil churning..But shld be oK le ba...c how tml le lol..
but if tml gt outin..i dun tink i can go le..."parents dun allow me"..haha

long time no update le...uPon reqUest to my Friens..herE's my Update..
hmm..as i currently workin at a motor insurance company for 2 mths n a half liao..hah..
fitting in as comfortably as i can be.. alot of things to do as i had to take over what de previous user does..hmm...besides tad de company is so cool as in they help us newcomers to organise an outing to MALACCAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah piang ar..me reali first time out of Singapore sia..
aBit sua gu la...cos dunno wad to do n what to bring...so wen de trip was confirmed...i asked ard my colleagues n friens what to bring...ai ya..in de end my bag was quite heavy sia..cos alot o f things sia..games la..towel la..shoes..clothes..camera la..hp..wah piang..can't imagine i am already out of Singapore liao..haha

hmmz..it had been quite a tough week for me...busying wif work n worrying over alot of things..bcos it jus happen out of the blue..and as i prayed tad it will nt happen as i predict..cos i gt six sense tad sum day it will be lidat..n sadly to say..it reali happened..but i can overcome tis obstacle..fRiends are the main reason why humans are born to this world..to care , concern n love them..be near dem whenever u can...i hope i can have the opportunity to do tad..

baCk to my trip...it was a fruitful one cos i bought 2 watches...mickey mouse n de exquisite one..reali veri cheap n nice...gD quality somemore..i chosen the right one sia..besides that bought some snacks such as durian snack..coka colla sweets that can "mao yan"..hah..Shopping shopping...

alot of nice scenery too..expecially in the hotel room..my balcony so damn nice to see de stretch of houses jus opposite..n in my other colleagues room ....it was more magnificent...de view was so peaceful n tranquil...lucky we took so pics..hah..i was the one always capturing some nikon moments of my colleagues..haha..i even ask the whole company to form the "A" word wif our body formation...coOll..leh...lucky gt one i am in..hahha..ai ya..so many to say...but can't finish it all nw..

gtg...cYa soon..u Noe whO...mus ask me out k..

hmmz..yes tis few weeks had been a torutrin week for me cos i keep on think and think so much!!! i reali wan to show my appreciation towards my frien for being so understanding cos dere are always dere for me..in my heart or somewhere else in tis world that my network can reach dem..hmm..yeah i reali missed de outings we had in school and i wan to feel it again..


haiz..nw eating air sia..my eating disorder nt so gd...hmmz..recently also gt stomach problems..abit suay sia..hmmz

Haiz..a recap of wad i hav been doin tis past few weeks...=p
sicKzzz..hav fever la..sorethroat la..i tink mayb bcos i ate 1 box of D24 durians!!!!!and plus all de heaty stuff i ate..wahaha...=d still coughin nw la..hah..
hmmz..plus recently went to interviews la..=p nice experience i can say..bt i stil can't get my ascent off myself..heez...

nw actuali waiting for kitty to finish receivin my file sia...=x....
haiz...wen will i recover..? hopefully tml ba..

Hah..todae had my first job interview.. veri fast and funny.. so i tink no chance le ba..wahaha
wad an experience i had.. lucky me nt so nervous.. after which i had my fav carrot cake located at the market opposite chinese garden wor.. wah so long did nt eat it, but it stil taste de same.. wahaha.. veri shiok sia..had my fav "china apple" gasy drink under de hot hot day.. cOOL sia..

wow todae gt students bow to me sia..tot i was a teacher??? kidding la, omg mayb the student tot i was bcos of my attire..hah..-_-" bleh..yeah 4 more days to my bday!!!! wow..

although i was quite bored at home tis few days.. but lucky me i had friends by my side and i will always appreciate dem..cos dey are de best...
arigato...yeah

birthday rOx sia... 16 april cuming soon.. yippees..

Recently had nt been able to slp well...i dunno why...i had been thinking real hard u noe..wad life is all about..how cum ppl are confused abt life...wad they are doing...and whom they trust at all.. don;t they have their own mindset ma...all is in de brain...haiz..thinking too much can make a person grow white hair la...and loss of sleep too..wad to do..if u reali wan to do sum tin..pls let the person noe at least wad u are doin and where are u...communication plays a part u noe..cos its the relationship that we bond wif either ur relative and ur friends..or family... i dunno reali wad other ppl are thinking..i am reminded of the times i had wif my friends...

i missed all of dem reali...truly..

Haiz.. It had been a long and tiring week during project report stressy me lol.. I had been piaging and piaging the report like siao leh.. ah yo yo.. in the end======stressed out......sIck le lol..

Mc two days...so sad...cos veri sick sia.. also dunno wad to do...i jus hope my project works out fine..had put in lots of effort in the company and i hope everything goes well.. realyy hope to take a break and go for a holiday sia...

i dunno wad to do la..so many things happen ...and i 'm really shocked sia...i dunno wad to say... but to concentrate more in earning more money sia..how cum i find myself getting tired and tired... stupider and stupider in some simple things...had i checked correctly sia i would not be in a loss nw sia..haiz..leave it to god le...pls give me back my $800 sia.......sobz...

hi blogger..if u are wondering what i have been doing this past few weeks..here's de details:
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wow..this week..is so stressed out...i also dunnno..been working in the company for 3 months liao..having my last month soon... quite attached to the company colleagues...but...the point is i have to rush so many things sia and i dunno where to start la..

okok..btw i have hurt my foot this week..my small little toe.. had a slash cut on the toe but dunno how sia.. mayb i was doing flower arrangement- cutting the roses' leaves? eh..but...hmmz
yesterday had a memorable nite at a wedding dinner... wif my cousins.. although had to work in the morning so missed the show of teasing the groom.. but managed to attend the wedding dinner...but the food..eh.. 2 words//..extremely full sia...

and i had to lose weight liao..so damn fat liao.. chubby looks...i wan to be healthy ....!!!! but i can resist the tempting food presented in front of me... so wow..delicious...zzzzzzz

okies now..i 'm going to do my things liao...ps.

hey heh...recently i find tis world so amazzing...yet tiring....
when wad u least expected will appear right in front of u and make your life better....
but when u expected more...you will get lesser...strange is n't it....haiz...
getting hold of wad work life is all about...a bit of rapport wif my colleagues...helping out to do different type of jobs...eh...a lot of learning and experience gained from this long journey...

i hope it ends well and good for me...i'm glad if i am given a break...

*p.s.sleepIn liao..veri tired...

eee--__so cUte....

(i hope i can be a child...so carefree...dun need to think so much...)**

hi all my friends, family...
i wanna say is special thanks to my family ....who support me all de way...bcos recently i was stressed out!!!

i dunno wad to say...but nw its over...i will start a new day tml...and i hope everything goes well...

hmmz...thinking of wad shld i do in future... any comments? please tell me...shld i.....
(a) advance my IT knowledge?
(b) go take up another course and also work at de same time?
(c) find a job and learn as the days go by?
(d) go learn singing, photography, ,.......? (*)- deh....this is an optional one la...


haiz..so confused...wad shld i do leh..?


another day goees by.....

haiyo..i'm stil sick sia.. so bad until haiz..u can't imagine de.. but hor i stil perserve to do finish my work todae..finalli finish de job... was quite stressed tad i almost breakdown sia..

but..yeah..i can finally rest but not for long leh.. haiz.. another long day....
nw i had flu sia... -_-" i will jia you de no matter wad.... hope all things turn out well for me tml..
and i oso hope i can finish my user manual in a perfect style that i wanted...

okie den..i took de pics for the roadshow tad time..mayb todae (tue) u can find me in the television show -hong xin da jiang zhao shi huo dong ba...i'm standing in the front taking pics of the stars wor...
okiez...pls enjoy****

p.s. (i think de pics can't be upload) i another time den put wor..bB